I got so much feelings, I could fill a whole city

My idols are skinny as a stick Everywhere are bones sticking out of it and My idols are all super depressed And at least 10 years dead cause Cocaine is a dangerous thing But it makes so sarcastic, it is a dream And I love all the black and white that turns into blue When I’m so high and drunk and no-one knows what I’m going through My idols are all super rich But there are broken so they get nothing outta it My idols are all dressed black like pitch And at least wear 10 scars cause Money is a bad bitch And the biggest problem is, I am so in love with it And I love all the lies and fights that turn into success When i’m so high and restless and no-one knows that I’ll die for the rest

To me it really seems like most people are not even close to know what anorexia means.                                                                       For most it’s a mental illness, for many not even that, it’s more like being trendy enough to wear size 0.                                                          I’ll tell you, as one of the 85% that survive this illness what it really means.  It means deciding every day, for the rest of your life, to die. Not like a suicidal person that, after years, comes to the point to kill themselves, or like a murderer to have a day where you finally hate someone so much from the bottom of your heart that you come to ...