I got so much feelings, I could fill a whole city

I got dressed up for nothing at all `Cause Daisy set up a call To everyone in class And I grabbed a glass To ignore that I am not invited at all Party at my own at my Daddy’s bar There`s nothing I have to live for `Cause Daisy didn’t call And my cocaine My self hate Never gone this far But tonight… I`ll ignore the facts I`ll just dance on the table, full of XANAX And tonight… again I`ll lose my faith This whisky bottle is the best friend I ever had And they say its not dangerous to be this lonely But I feel the opposite of holy

Maybe I just never found myself at the bottom of the bottle wine or at the end of a drive, because the stars I saw already burned out, never shined. 

My idols are skinny as a stick Everywhere are bones sticking out of it and My idols are all super depressed And at least 10 years dead cause Cocaine is a dangerous thing But it makes so sarcastic, it is a dream And I love all the black and white that turns into blue When I’m so high and drunk and no-one knows what I’m going through My idols are all super rich But there are broken so they get nothing outta it My idols are all dressed black like pitch And at least wear 10 scars cause Money is a bad bitch And the biggest problem is, I am so in love with it And I love all the lies and fights that turn into success When i’m so high and restless and no-one knows that I’ll die for the rest