I got so much feelings, I could fill a whole city

Do you have something, something left deep under your skin Is there something scratching and aching from the within Are you hiding thoughts, because they might conquer your world Did you drown something to keep the water still Are you ill Right under the perfect facade Is there a hole you desperately try to fill Every morning, telling yourself in front of the mirror that it’s alright You’ll just have to fight for one more night To keep it all in line

They are workin on 9 to 5 They don’t mind, til they die But I can’t imagine doing this for all my life Cause I am so electrified  I can’t even sleep at night  I am not livin with the beat, I am the sound And I am not afraid, I will scream it out loud With every step I take and every love I make With every crisis I sell and maybe I’ll go to hell But I prefer stepping high instead taking the long drive And if I fall then at least I learned how to make myself count in this lie Cause I am in love with dangerous

My dreams are dead while my knees still bled But baby, I got a shotgun And I wonder If after all, I got a way back before the fall But baby, I got a truncheon Ask myself if they provocated my anger to have a better soldier But baby, I got a baton We got weapons to win this eclat Will create jars of traumas  Leaves us with an own inner war But what are we fighting for And honey, I got a machine gun for the rival But every killed one will live forever in my head I got told it’s for the nations survival But how could living be this close to death I better get up and function before they’ll deprival My last hopes and dreams I still try to see enemies But they are afraid and they are just like me Been told to be a legendary But I rather die free So baby, I got a shotgun And with my own blood on my hands I’ll give up the long run So the last thing with worth can’t be taken away from me My humanity