Good parents

I think the hardest thing about having a dad thats totally cold and an asshole is probably that you have to be cold enough to not care about how hurting his acts are while trying to not get too cold, so you wont end up just like him. In general by fighting against him you are always afraid, and will be for the rest of your life, to end up acting like him. Every step you’ll take… you’ll compare it to his to make sure you are as far away from being like him as you could be. Sometimes you’ll even act totally wrong, just to not act like him. Having a bad dad actually changes your whole way of living. While good parents will show you how to live right, bad parents will show you just what kinda way of living isn’t right and you can’t focus on being good, you’ll just focus on being different and as far away as you could. The pain will freeze every last bit of logic that’s left and will exchange it with anxiety.